I just got back from the eating disoreder place and i have a very very very bad case of Anerexia so i have to be hospitalized for a few months and the i have to go straight to a eating disorder facility for group therapy for a few weeks maybe months. I dont know how I am going to break that news to Andrew like how is he going to take that I cant talk to anybody that whole time. I am very scared but they said if I dont get hospitalized tommorow that I will die becuase im sllowly dying now. My body is eating away at my muscle and im passing out and my immune system is shot im always getting sick and my liver is fucked also. You guys im very scared. I dont wanna die. Im sorry for everything I ever did wrong. I have to be there for months with no communication whatsoever. I dont know what im going to say to Andrew I dont want him to cry. I almost broke up with him yesterday because its what his friends really want but I love him so i couldnt do that. I just dont want to die. Im only 16 I have so much to live for people to see and talk to so many things i have to do and see. God i am so scared. Well welcome to my beautiful life....

Change if you want, but don't you go and change for me
I can love you as you are
I didn't mean to make you want to leave
--Copeland

i'm annoying and i hold grudges
you're paranoid and overprotective.
let's fall in love.

she's risking a broken heart being with you.
please, don't let her down.

the bad thing about a girl with a broken heart..
is that she starts to hand out__x
the pieces to anyone who comes around

i knew from the begining that you
were just a flirt and& yet i fell in love with you

and she's got a list of things
she wants to change about herself
because ever since she met you,
she's a mess of insecurities.

i'm done with tears.
i'm wiping my eyes.
if he doesn't even care
then why should i?

NEVER say " i wish i was dead "
because if it came true.. you'd make
somebody else say the same thing

Oh yes, the past can hurt,
but the way that i see it -
you can either run from it,
or learn from it.

she was never happier
laying in his arms ;;
her fingers linked with his

Haven't you just wanted,
To break all the mirrors in your house, because you can't stand,
Looking at yourself anymore?
But you know it's useless,
Cause what hurts the most,
Is everyone else's opinion,
And they don't need a mirror to see you

it's so cute
the way she acts like
nothings bothering her
when really / / everything is.

she pops pills like candy and she cuts like she was a surgeon

i tried to take the pain away
by finding someone new'....
but   then   i    r e a l i z e d
<3' no one compares to you

Currently Watching Losing Isaiah see related

HOPELESSLY IN LOVE

Today I am doing nothing but babysitting again because Michaela is home sick again today so shes sleeping in my room. Travis went to school thank god because he is very annoying. Saturday I can't wait because I get my hair and eyebrows done. Im currently watching a movie Losing Isea I think I spelled that right I dunno but I talked to Sidney last night so happy well I hope he calls me today because I need to hear his voice hmm I miss him alot he is all I think about. Well leave some comments I am doing a quote update to how i feel today and stuff

I love those fake little fights we
have when we're together ...
because I know that if I walk
away, you`ll come after me

It`s been days since I`ve seen you,
hours since I`ve talked to you,
minutes since I last heard your name,
but yet it has been only a matter of seconds
since I have thought of you.

don't ever think that
you`re anything less than
.AMAZING

I bet everyone else can look
into your eyes a million times
& never see what I see in you

The only thing better than the kiss itself
Is the moment right before when the
look in his eyes leaves you breathless

&& she tries so hard to impress him
and look good even though he thinks
shes the prettiest girl without any makeup on at all

I could write a 300 chapter novel ;;
about every single thing that I love
about him

what the future holds
i dont know
but if youre not there
i dont wanna go

--? You will never know
how many time I?ve laid
in my bed all night just ?
thinking how much you
mean to me & how much
?3. . . I love you . . . ?3

and when its just you and me,
nothing else matters

So, There's this boy... well you know the story.

when you're truly in love with him, you wont give up.

since the day that I first saw him
can't stop thinkin of him right then 
i knew that he was the one for me

& youu' know very well that i can
keep my hands to myself but my god ;
you should see this boy when he smiles..

I love it when youu kiss me
with that special touch . i love
it when youu whisper in my.
ear, i love youu. i love it when
you tell me, you're everything
i've always wanted .

I lOve my Baby

I wonder if he thinks of me :: 
as much as I think of him

There's something about the way you smile, that let's me know everything's all right.

When we hold hands I tremble. When we kiss I shiver. When you look into my eyes, I get butterflies. When we're not together, I fall apart

God must have a plan for us,
because no matter how hard I try or no
matter what I do, there isn?t a time
where my life doesn?t revolve around you

- never - say "i wish i was dead" ..
because if it came true , you'd make
somebody else say the same thing

kiss her like she's famous.
hold her like she's everything.
& tell  her that she's the only one for you

Perfect for Me..*

      Today I am doing nothing except paly x-box all day...Tommorow I have to babysit but it's all good because I get paid so yeah...I have a new boyfriend his name is Sydney Wayne dont know his last name the fourth but he;s very sweet my mom is like in love with him...Well leave some comments

i wish i could explain what i see in your eyes 
just the sound of your voice gives me butterflies

i want to be
everything you need;
every sight you see.
making you go c r a z y;;
slightly your disease.
a L 0 V E <33 without a cure;
no uncertanties for sure.
the closest thing to alcohol
that calls you back for more

my heart is taken
by someone completely
amazing.

The paramedics say;;
Isn't it a shame?` Such a pretty girl
did such an ugly thing <3.

ripped jeans rockstar shades
I must say baby
We've Got It Made.

Just be yourself,
and if people don?t like it,
well fuck them,"
 ==PARIS HILTON==